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Unspoken words

Dear friend We haven't spoken in a while. But I'm confident that I can talk to you about anything. And a lot has happened since our last conversation. However, there is one thing that has stood out.
If I told you, I'm confident that you would find it amusing—even absurd. You may recall that I declared I was done pursuing any relationships with the women I find. I assumed I was finished with it all after that particular incident...
Up until this one lady passed by. You better believe I heard background music, my man. She gave off main character vibes. And yes, I am aware that I may be exaggerating, but there is no other way to put it. I'd describe her appearance, but I've already done so many times that a whole site is dedicated to her. But if I had to name one thing that really leaps out, it would be those eyes, man, those eyes... and that smile, which even the sun stops to admire.
Don't get me wrong; it wasn't only her appearance that drew me here. In actuality, I just became aware of it later. We were conversing one day when I noticed how delicately lovely she is—almost like a porcelain doll. But even before that, she treated me with consideration and kindness in ways I never imagined were possible. I had lost all faith in people at that time and was still suffering from "the event." She, however, convinced me otherwise and inspired me to believe that there might still be some good in the world.
She isn't flawless, to be sure. She has imperfections, but I believe it only enhances her beauty. Because she is human, she makes errors and grows from them. She also tries, even when it's difficult. You wouldn't believe how tough she is. She is incredibly bold and strong, even though she occasionally attempts to take on too much at once. So courageous that I hope I could be that brave. She has moments when her strength leaves me speechless, and other times, particularly when she is feeling down, I just want to hug her tightly and shield her from anyone who would try to take her smile.
Other times, she can be so annoying that I can't bear her, but after a few minutes or hours, I find myself wanting to see her again since I've forgotten how annoying she was earlier.
She has been the motivation behind my spiritual transformation. And among the things for which I am most appreciative is that. She inspires me to conduct myself more ethically. You can ask me when you write back to me since I'm sure you have a lot of questions at this point that I really don't know the answers to. But based on what I know about you, I'm fairly certain that you want to know if she knows. I'm embarrassed to confess that she doesn't, though. I'm going to tell her shortly, so you can stop insulting me now. Wish me luck, and I'll let you know how it turns out.
All the best,
Soul.

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  1. I really wish to see the babe you describe
    Because mwaaa

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