Chocolate and Stars

I woke up today morning and I dreaded the day,

but not for any particularly terrifying reasons.

It was simply because I knew that today was another one of those days.

Days where I'm supposed to sit and talk to you ,and act like your voice doesn't put me in a trance, when I have to look you in the eye and pretend that your gaze isn't a sizzling hot pan and that I'm a helpless little block of butter that can't help but melt in your presence.

Those days when I have to watch what I say very carefully to prevent myself from uttering everything my heart wants to say to you.

Yet another day when all I can think about is how your eyes are two pools of the perfect shade of chocolate and my thoughts are getting sucked into them.

Days where I have to control my thoughts, lest I wander off into a wonderland where I hold your hand in mine and lie down in the cool grass gazing up at the stars,

thinking of how your eyes sparkle and make the constellations burn with envy.

For they hold two of my favorite things,

Chocolate and Stars.

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