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The drug

Don't do drugs.... that's what my parents told me
Still tell it to me till this day... they aren't good for you.... they will fuck you up, and that's a fact I know.... But you know what's the worst thing they did.. they didn't warn me about this drug called love. they never told me that it comes in like a cool breeze.. promising to ease your aches and soothe your pains.. promising to end the lonely days and light up the dark corners.. lifting you up to float in the clouds......... only to drop you at the highest point of it all
I don't want to blame anyone.. for even I cannot control who I love. but I just wish it didn't hurt this bad.... to wake up to a cruel dark reality without your smile to light it up... to listen to your voice notes and wince at your lovely giggles as they stab through me like arrows.... to pass by you in the hallways and pretend that we are strangers.... yet how can I go back to being strangers with one who has seen my soul... the pain isn't worth it.. just like waking up isn't anymore. and for that I'll take another whiff, another sniff, another puff
if only to feel it again

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